At 8DPO, I got too cocky and decided to test on a Target brand digital test. Why, oh why did I get so excited?! Of course, it was negative. I expected it to be. I knew it would be. But I went ahead and tested anyway. Even if the cramping I had experienced on Wednesday (at 6DPO) was implantation cramping, I wouldn't experience a positive test until 72 hours after that, which is tomorrow. And even then, I'm hesitant.
Baby shoes I ordered out of excitement weeks ago came today and made me feel even more apprehensive. I'm so scared that it didn't work. I doubt myself continuously. Maybe I ovulated too late, or too early, or we didn't inseminate close enough to my cervix, or maybe I didn't ovulate at all! Sigh. Can I just get my positive already?!
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